It's funny..
How sometimes one needs to come to the end of one's self
before real and lasting progress can be made
How, instead of hiding and avoiding the pain
or trying to turn the pain into something it is not
you might just need to feel it
and be afraid and angry
and sit in it until it changes your perspective
and it comes to it's own end
Right now I am watching that happen
in me
and in others
It is beautiful and terrible and amazing raw and real
I am amazed